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hmmm.. today was weird saw tom made out with him left saw him again made out again left again
saw him again he was making out with kyle!!!!!! i slapped him with a whip threesome broke out got some handcuffs you can guess the rest. ;)Current Mood:  horny Current Music: nirvana - lounge act
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woowoo! i just got my journal back form those fucking hackers!!!!!!! i found out the password and i changed it to something else.
i would change the background and the 'i love tommy' icon, but DO love barbie, and tommy, you know i love you!!!!! i am starting to question if i am a homosexual or bisexual at this point. oh yeah... and i apologize to tom for biting his dick when i gave him head earlier. i am sorry, i got too excited. i love you tom! Anyway, i bought another thong today and wore it around the house. its pink and blue and yellow and green and sparkley! they are very comfay!!!!!! plus, they seem to turn my boyfriends on *teehee* OH! and i got a cute lil pair of pink converse the other day at the mall!
well i am going to go and screw tom a few more times, so i will write more tomorrah!!!! tata!!
its been FABulous. ;)Current Mood:  cheerful Current Music: aqua - barbie girl
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its the people i love... the people i need and cherish more than myself the people that i care and think about all the time the only people to understand me more than me the people who care about me and love me the people that always look at the clock at 11:11 the people who listen to my problems the people who i love to be around the people ive lost.....Current Mood:  depressed Current Music: Jimmy Eat World-for Me This Is Heaven
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Kurt Cobain at his best Nirvana-Come On Death Great song too
Well today at Camp was ok out of the 10people i hang out with there was only 2 (kerry and Jacob)...then i met this super cool girl named Felicia she likes Hardcore Bands but she alos like Punk...she loves the Used and Linkin park which is ok
I Figured out many things about these Pinellas County kids -They Have No Sarcasm -They Dont know any other band but on the radio -Everybody likes Rap -and when i say Warped Tour they say "Whats That?"
No Sarcasm!!!!!!!!!!! I say a joke and they will reply So Seriously like as if i was Serious....Gah aghagd but there are some cool kids (ihang out with them) Tomorrow we are just gonna stay at the camp..and eat Pizza
oh yea today we went to the Beach
Jun. 2nd, 2004 @ 06:15 pm
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Yay New Layout thanks Nicole!
Jun. 1st, 2004 @ 10:43 pm
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| » Konstantine.... |
I Went to Camp Today it was Pretty Cool...Most of my old friends from last year are there but its still a little bit cooler than last year because of my friends... But the Counselers Suck ass their all mean and Bitchy which pisses me off I met this cool girl Named Sarah shes really nice to me which is a huge turn on..gah I Also met this guy named Matt and he reminds me so much of Toms Cousin Eric..which is Scary My friend Holly is like the only one who i can talk to which is cool
Well last night Monica IMed me saying "hey can you do me a favor and look up the meaning for Konstantine for me...please" Dude...ive never thought about looking up that meaning! gah so i did and the song is so based upon this song
Jimmy eat world-For me this is Heaven
I understand what Konstantine means and what his referance's mean and why he put them in there..........and whos it about It reminds me too much of me and Brittany............................
Jun. 1st, 2004 @ 09:03 pm
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Tomorrowslosers: grah mycateatspreps00: what Tomorrowslosers: well to start off hi mycateatspreps00: hi Tomorrowslosers: i read your live journal... mycateatspreps00: ok Tomorrowslosers: i commented in it and it mostly says everything Tomorrowslosers: from that you can ask questions mycateatspreps00: I can't get into my journal right now mycateatspreps00: I'm not allowed mycateatspreps00: or in my e-mail Tomorrowslosers: oh you want me to Copy and paste it then? mycateatspreps00: sure Tomorrowslosers: well i saw this Coming but now i really dont know what to say..
Well me and Martha are done and over with...i said its Because of Summer but really its not...its because of you That Song that i told you to read the lyrics and Obviously you probably already did as your on the Internet now...but i'll post them here for the hell of it.....
Death Cab For Cutie...Tiny Vessels
this is the moment that you know that you told you loved her but you don't. you touch her skin and then you think that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me. yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
i spent two weeks in Silverlake the California sun cascading down my face there was a girl with light brown streaks and she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me. yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
I wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking as we moved together in the dark and all the friends that i was telling and all the playful misspellings and every bite i gave you left a mark
tiny vessels oozed into your neck and formed the bruises that you said you didn't want to fade but they did and so did i that day
all i see are dark grey clouds in the distance moving closer with every hour so when you ask "was something wrong?" that i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about Now No we Cant talk about it now..No we cant talk about it now...
Thats Mostly it...What MY point in the song is I never felt anything for martha but Attractivness...and the Tiny Vessels and Bruises i left on you hurt me as well as they hurt you..im sorry Brittany..
I Dont Hate You Believe me on this one i Dont Hate You...
Most of those Questions you asked i can answer in one Sentence... ...I Knew You Still Did and Do Love Me..its Just I Acted Those ways Because what if i was wrong?...Im Sorry I Forgive You
Peace Love Empathy -Spenser
PS. I Hope your Having fun.....:-) Tomorrowslosers: all of it is true... Tomorrowslosers: please do respond mycateatspreps00: I am having fun Tomorrowslosers: how so? Tomorrowslosers: i g2g soon so yea mycateatspreps00: I've met alot of cool people Tomorrowslosers: thats good Tomorrowslosers: what do you think about that Comment? mycateatspreps00: idk Tomorrowslosers: well do you like it like i hope you do? mycateatspreps00: idk...i g2g mycateatspreps00 signed off at 10:49:22 PM.
May. 31st, 2004 @ 10:53 pm
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i dont wanna go to Camp....
May. 31st, 2004 @ 09:59 pm
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-About A Girl - A song that Kurt wrote for his girlfriend Tracy when she threatened to kick him out if he didn't find a job. -Aero Zeppelin - A jam-style song about laws, trends, apathy, etc. It has many themes. -All Apologies - This is not a song about Frances and Courtney although many believe it to be. Possibly about depression. -Aneurysm - A song about being addicted and seeking help from the outside to beat it. -Blew - A song about entrapment and one individuals attempt to make himself believe that he can escape. -Big Cheese - This song is about the pressure that Sub Pop man Jonathan Poneman put on the band. -Breed - A song about growing up in Middle America and the desperation to escape. -Been A Son - Song about a girl whose parents wanted a boy. -Beeswax - Beeswax seems to be about sexuality and confusion. Also speaks of the objectification of women in society. -Big Long Now - A recounting of an alien abduction from both the human's and the visitors point of view. -Come As You Are - A song full of contradictions on how we act versus how we think society thinks we should act. -Dive - Possibly about being bullied around in a love-related way. -Downer - A political song. -Drain You - A song about love. -Dumb - A song about finding pleasure in something that society has deemed dumb and wondering if by enjoying it you are dumb. -Endless Nameless - Formaly called "The Noise Jam" this is a song created when one of the takes on Lithium went bad. -Floyd The Barber - This song conveys the message that things are not always what they appear to be. Also displays Castration fears. -Frances Farmer Will Have Her Revenge On Seattle - A song about Frances Farmer, who was declared insane and lobotimized. -Gallons of Rubbing Alcohol ... The Strip - It's about Kurts feelings of impotence, romantic lonliness and the disatisfaction he has with nirvana's sound. -Hairspray Queen - Probably about sex and sexuality, but you can't tell from all the yelling and mumbling. -Heart Shaped Box - A song about being dependant on someone and not realizing it until they are gone. -In Bloom - A song about people who listen to Nirvana for the wrong reasons, simply because it's popular but not knowing what it means. ... -Love Buzz - A cover song by a group from the Neatherlands called Shocking Blue. -Lithium - A song about a person whose going insane and whose mind is only held together by his faith in God. -Lounge Act - A song about having a vison for life and having it be smothered by a relationship. -Mr. Moustache - A song against macho stereotypes. -Milk It - A song about co-dependancy with a heavy medical theme. -Mexican Seafood - Some people seem to believe this is about a yeast infection. -Molly's Lips - About love. A girl will do anything for a guy, as long as he does what he's told. -Negative Creep - View of the world from an antisocial person who does not care what society thinks of him. -On A Plain - A song about loving oneself after being denied from people that it should come unconditionaly from (i.e. parents). -Paper Cuts - Lyrics for the most part on based a family that Kurt stayed with who locked their kids in a room. Song also expressess feelings of neglect. -Polly - A song about the actual kidnapping of a 14 year old girl and her torture. -Pennyroyal Tea - A song about making a difficult decision and surviving the guilt that follows it. Pennyroyal Tea is an abortive substance. -Radio Friendly Unit Shifter - According to Kurt a throw away song. The title is a reference to Smells Like Teen Spirit and it's radio friendly sound. -Rape Me - In Kurt's words, a song that's poetic justice, a man rapes a woman. He ends up in jail and is raped there...Also About Kurt Being "Raped" of His Joy and Pride From the Media and Tabloids..... -Scoff - The song is directed to those people that didn't believe in Kurt's musical ability or aspirations. -Swap Meet - A song about the traditional battle of the sexes in the background of a Sunday Swap meet. -Sifting - A song against the two face persona of authoritave figures. -Stain - "Floyd The Barber's sister". -Stay Away - An attack on conformist ways of acting. -Something In The Way - A song about Kurt's experiances when he was kicked out of home and lived under a bridge for a time. -Serve The Servants - An autobiographical song about the whole Nirvana experience. -School - A song about the Seattle music scene, expressing the idea if you didn't make it there was a constant struggle to. -Smells Like Teen Spirit - A song attacking the stereotypes of our generation against how we really act. -Sliver - A song about being abandoned by your parents and wanting to return. -Son of a gun - Probably about love. There are not many lyrics to go by, so it's difficult to tell. -Scentless Apprentice - Based on the novel "Perfume" by Patrick Suskind, about a perfume maker who kills virgins for their scent. -tourettes's - Based on tourette's syndrome,which causes one to shout out obscenities at any time. -Turnaround - About discovering who you are and what you stand for. -Territorial Pissings - A attack on macho men with many themes. -Very Ape - An Attack on the stereotypical macho man.
May. 31st, 2004 @ 09:08 pm
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Well i got the new Franz Ferdinand cd...and its kicks so much ass.... i was thinking of getting that or some Eve6 cd but i got this woowoo
oh i dont think i put this in any other entry but say like this was in like 4entries ago....Me and Martha Broke up for certain reasons....well its obvious
May. 31st, 2004 @ 08:44 pm
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Gah My Password still isnt working and Brittany hasnt replied to my Comment yet. And Melissa Isnt on....Jagh!
Now im Sitting here Talking to Monica,Tom,And Alishya About why Butter Ruins The Bread....its because of BUTTer...heh
Camp is Tomorrow...i really dont wanna go they love me there but..still im nervous..i dont wanna die....yet im downloading songs from bands that noone listens to anymore and im trying to download a LONG (16min) version of Dazed and Confused.....but its not working
So Far Summer is being gay...Bored out of my mind....This Saturday im going to the movies With Adam,Mike,Craig,and maybe Tom...and Adams Girlfriend Steffanie...and Craig might bring somebody..i dont have anybody to bring but thats ok because neither does Tom ( he has his Brittany but he cant be with her because of the RUN away thing...her Parents dont want her to hang out with him at all...but they were because of school but now....its to bad) Tomorrow we go to the Movies at Camp idk what movie we're gonna see but who cares its free......RIGHT RIGHT!?!
May. 31st, 2004 @ 11:25 am
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You Know What Song Is Now My Favorite
Nine Inch Nails-Hurt
Ive Known It Since like the age of 8 ( my Sister BIG NIN fan ) And i saw the Video and stuff.....it was ok
But now it is completly awesome....
The Piano in it is just a Relievement from the heart
May. 30th, 2004 @ 10:34 pm
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Well its now official that Brittany still has feelings for me its in her Live Journal Speaking of Live Journal Mine Was Pink!!! i think it was Melissa And For My Email..i dont have my password anymore...and the only person who knows my Email password is Brittany...wait no and Melissa!!!!! Gah!
May. 30th, 2004 @ 09:21 pm
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Well.....I Still Feel Weary from last nights E-mail that Alishya Sent me...
But i got the Led Zeppelin DVD with 5hours and 20min of rare footage..of the great..
My dad says that my hair looks like Robert Plants and Jimmy Pages...Thats great just great.... cant wait for Warped Tour.....already got the money woowoo! i heard Something Corporate is Signed up for it...which is a good thing along with
Taking Back sunday Sugarcult Yellowcard Senses Fail Matchbook Romance Rufio and Thursday
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May. 29th, 2004 @ 05:42 pm
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I Just Received a E-mail from Alishya...I would post it but i really dont want it to be on here....
Maybe iam a Asshole who has no feelings for others... Maybe iam just like all the other guys in the world who blow off girls... Maybe i should regret me and alishya breaking up Maybe im not who i think iam... Maybe alishya is right about everything....
May. 28th, 2004 @ 11:28 pm
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Well As Every other 14yearold Teenage that Once Attended SSMS...Iam Also Looking for a Job.....Not that many good ones that hire at 14 which sucks....and they will make me Cut my hair NO!
My Plans to going to Becca's House today are Canceled due to no Communication and plus......its to late iam leaving for my dads at 3...i dont wanna though i wanna stay here and hang out with Friends...that i have My Friend Adam Has a Job with his dad in which he gets $50 a day....thats $250 a week and by the end of the month he is really close to 1000! and this is Adam.....a 14yearold who envys Halo.....getting that money i only get that money on my B-day or X-mas.....which is pretty sad
With that kind of money i Could Buy a Guitar everyweek!....and knowing me i actually will.....but no money so :(
May. 28th, 2004 @ 12:08 pm
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I Just Spilled my heart out all my life i did All This Time..
What ami doing?
May. 28th, 2004 @ 02:12 am
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Just After Midnight on July 2,1994 An Eighteen Year Old Edmonton Boy named Bobby Steele Puts the Nirvana Song "Endless Nameless" on the Stereo and Presses the REPEAT PLAY button...Minutes later he lifts a 12-gauge shotgun from his fathers collection and loads three shells......Dressed in a Nirvana Sliver Shirt He takes out his little black Diary and begins to write "July 94. I cant live anymore If you just think alot You Just stop knowing that life has purpose..iam not intoxicated or high i just feel bad Its been the most painful 84 days in my life..." 84 days earlier his hero Kurt Cobain Has Killed Himself With a Shotgun A Few Weeks Later a Teenage Friend Of the Familys Named Greg had locked himself in his car with the engine running and died from Carbon monoxide poisoning Bobby and His Sister Believed he had never gotten over Kurts Death... Now Bobby Finishs his Entry and Ending in a Referance to the passge in Kurts Suidicde Note in which he Wrote "Remember Its Better to burn out than to Fade Away" instead Bobby writes "Its Better not to Spark at all Rob Steele" He Signs the Note and then snaps a Picture of himself with a Kurt Cobain Poster in the Background He Then Takes Another of Him On His Bed with In Utero Above his head His Aligns The Photos on the bed and then Positions himself on the floor so that when his body is found he will look like Kurt in the Green House Photo.......With the Haunting Words of "Endless Nameless" playing in the BAckground he Positions the Muzzle of the Shotgun in his mouth and pulls the trigger.....
On October 16,1994 A Storage Locker Attendant In Langley British Columbia Makes a Grisly Discovery:The Bodies Of 3 Teenagers Slumped in a 1987 plymouth Its Engine Still Running ...Micheal Cote,Stephane Dallaire, and Stephane Langlois,Each 18 years old had driven over 3thousand miles from Quebec to B.C. to end their lives in this Locker,Slowly inhaling the exhaust fumes from their car.In the Cars Tape Deck Stuck in the PLAY position is a Nirvana Tape when the Royal Canadian Mounted Police Pull the Boys Out of the Automobile They Dicover a Journal In a Triple Ringed Binder With the Words "The Last Trip" on its Cover In 60 pages of tormented text and drawings the 3 teens descrive their Trip too the end.........On the last page in Dallaires Handwriting Are The Words "When Kurt Died...I Died The Way I Would Have Liked To Died Is By a Bullet In The Head And With a The Firearm That Kurt Used But Its Too Late Now.....Goodbye"
On November 18,in Dublin Ireland a Sixteen Year Old Kills Herself with a Shotgun In her Suicide Note she Writes"Done It For Kurt"
On Nomember 20,In Niagara Falls,Ontario An Unnamed 17year old Male Hangs himself in his Basement......The Day After his Funeral his Friend Hangs Himself from a Tree in a Local Park...All Nirvana Related Deaths... Two Weeks Later a 20yearold Californian Jokingly Emulating Kurts Suicide Accidentally Kills Himself in front of his friends by propping the gun into his mouth on the floor......
The Quebec provincial police reported that the young man jumped off the Jacques Cartier Bridge on Oct. 15, 1994 listening to a Walkman containing a Nirvana cassette tape.
An eleven-year-old boy, Simon Nolin was found hanged in the basement of his family's home in Ile d'Orleans, near Quebec City, on Wed., Jan. 10, 1995. At his feet his father found a note that read "I'm killing myself for Kurt." )
Lyndon Gagnon, a "...devotee of the rock group Nirvana..." committed suicide on April 10, 1995, followed by his girlfriend Linda Goldsmith on April 15. Both were 13 years old.
Rich Truman from Leduc, Alberta, an 18-year-old, hanged himself in an apparent Cobain related suicide. The unnamed 16-year-old male from the same region committed suicide by gunshot.
A Vancouver woman referred to only as "Colleen" committed suicide following the Cobain-related suicides of the "three teenagers from Quebec"
Committed suicide at age 28 with a shotgun shortly after returning from the Cobain memorial service at the Flag Pavillion in Seattle , April 10, 1994
In The End There Were 68 Documented Cases of Cobain Copycat deaths Worldwide...The Real Feature is in the 100's because most suicides Dont Leave a Note.....
May. 27th, 2004 @ 11:08 pm
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